Saturday, February 21, 2009

Will it never end...

Why do people have to be so ugly. Yes, I know I'm the one divorcing Steve but does he have to be so ugly. Once again I tried to be nice...ease tension...(that's my job, or downfall, to be peacemaker). Instead I get the comment that the sooner I'm out of his life the better off he'll be. See, I was right in my thinking...he's no happier than me.

Thank heavens for a wonderful primary care physician. He's helping me ease into the life of no insurance. Plus I've been retaining fluids pretty bad for a bit and he's helped me lose it. Can you believe that I lost 10 pounds of fluid from Wed evening to this morning (sat.) To me that's amazing! I feel much better too! Plus I think I've found a little will power and started dieting...I'd rather say..eating a lot more healthy. That way I don't feel deprived or guilty if I want something every now and then.

I'm so ready to have a life. Full of friends, doing things, and just being me!!

4 comments:

Mimi said...

Oh, I'm so proud of all your doing. It's so hard & scary, but you WILL come out better for all of your troubles.

Steve may or may not come around eventually, but you will be on your own two feet either way.

Queenie Jeannie said...

Yes hun, it will end and it will be better!!!

Queenie Jeannie said...

I just watched Nights in Rodanthe. I bawled my eyes out like I always do with any Diane Lane movie, lol!

Aubrey Garff said...

some people just don't know how to be Christlike. I am so sorry. sending hugs your way.