Sunday, September 6, 2009


Its been nearly a month since I've posted. Really dont know where to begin. My emotions are all over the place. I guess its a normal process for anyone at whatever stage of a divorce. All I can say is....IT SUCKS. I dont regret my decision one bit...was the best thing I ever did. And Im sooo glad he, the unfeeling rock, is not in my life anymore. But man...I was not prepared for all the emotions..its a roller coaster ride. I have way too much time on my hands to think. Being alone sucks...being lonely sucks....the quiet sucks....MY LIFE SUCKS!!! The anxiety over just the past few days is so overwhelming. Sometimes I feel like I cant breathe.


Aubrey Garff said...

I am so sorry lynette. I hope things get better for you. You could always come and visit Arizona for a while!

Mimi said...

But you will breath that next breath, you will wake up tomorrow morning and maybe you's see a puppy or a rainbow that will take you out of your pain just for that minute.

One deep breath at a time. You know our group is always there for you.


Queenie Jeannie said...

Hugs Lynnette!!!!!

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Queenie Jeannie said...

Feeling any better yet, hun?? Miss you!!!